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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2007|07:06 pm]
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[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |lucero - rebels, rogues and sworn brothers]

I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out
and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely
but I bit my lip and you said yes
and I thought of how beautiful the night would be
and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town
or we could just stay at home and I could win over acting cool
just like real romance.

-that song reminds me of the best times in my life



Im at a weird stage in my life right now, and i dont know really how to feel about it all. maybe its the winter maybe its just how it is. i miss some people in my life a tremendous amount and at this point im ready to do anything i can to take my life back from the stage its in right now. i feel like im in a prison with no bars.

I recently went back home for a few days and it was awesome, i had no worries, and the weather was awesome. i hated driving away, down the street to head off to nebraska.

i hate having no solid friends here in nebraska that i could just spill my guts to without the chance of it coming back at me.

im going to move away from nebraska when i get out but sara wants to stay, so we will see what happens.

I just feel like there is so much more for me to do in life than live in nebraska, i want to travel and i want to see the beach again, and i want to see the mountains again. i hate this place. its a life sucker.

omaha blows dick.

i want to live near friends and have great times again, not be stuck in these miserable doldrums im in now.

and the whole last year has blown, which is why i didnt post anything. ill make this one better, even if it means doing things i dont want to but are neccessary.
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2005|09:49 pm]
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[mood |depresseddepressed]

OKAY SO I HAVENT UPDATED THIS THING IN A WHILE SO I FIGURED I WOULD.

MY TIME WAS SO AMAZING THANKS TO A FEW PEOPLE.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE MOST AMAZING GIRL IVE EVER MET. SARA ELIZABETH PATE.
SHES MY SM AND IM HERS. IT RULES. I MISS HER A TON BUT SHES COMING OUT TO GERMANY FOR NEW YEARS, AND THEN IM GOING BACK TO THE STATES IN JANUARY FOR ANOTHER 20 SOME ODD DAYS. WHICH WILL BE GREAT, BUT ILL HAVE TO COME BACK TO GERMANY FOR ANOTHER MONTH OR SO WHICH WILL SUCK A WHOLE LOT. BUT ILL ONLY HAVE TO BE HERE FOR ANOTHER MONTH WHEN I GET BACK WHICH IS AWESOME. I MISS SARA SO FUCKING MUCH ITS CRAZY, BUT ILL WAIT AS LONG AS IT TAKES TO SEE HER AGAIN.

ALSO PDEX, THANKS FOR ALL THE GREAT TIMES THAT WERE HAD WHILE WE WERE HOME. YOU CAN HAVE MY SKATEBOARD SINCE I THINK YOU STILL HAVE IT ANYWAYS. SORRY I DIDNT GET A CHANCE TO SAY BYE, I ENDED UP HAVING TO LEAVE A DAY EARLY WHICH WAS REALLY REALLY GAY. BUT ILL SEE YOU NEXT TIME IM HOME.

ALSO THANK YOU CHELSEA FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND AND TALKING WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. I WISH YOU THE BEST WITH PAUL IM SURE EVERYTHING WILL BE WONDERFUL AND END HAPPILY EVER AFTER. HES A GREAT GUY AND YOURE A WONDERFUL GIRL. GOD SPEED.

OTHER THAN MY TIME HOME, IVE JUST BEEN WORKING AND TALKING TO SARA EVERY CHANCE I GET. I TRUELY LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART.

TAKE CARE EVERYONE.
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(no subject) [May. 31st, 2005|07:58 am]
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[music |TIME FLIES]

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005|05:52 am]
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[mood |boredbored]
[music |have heart 7'']

 

WHERE I WANT TO BE

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ugh [Apr. 26th, 2005|03:18 am]
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[mood |cynicalcynical]
[music |victim/tarpit split]

Dude, Im at work and I have a headache. It sucks.

I havent really dont too much lately im saving up to go to the frankfurt intl tattoo convention, Im thinking of getting my chest piece done, Ive been thinking about it a lot, as to what I want to get. I finally came up with a solid design, but im not sure if ill get it now or now.

Im coming home in June for a whole month, well, Ill be near home for a month, hopefully ill be staying with emilie for a while, which will be fun.

Then ill be home for 12 days in chesapeake, and hopefully ill go to some good shows and shit like that.

I want to go to sleep right now.

I hope all my friends are doing good right now.

People change so much over a relatively short span of time, its crazy, someone I was so close with a couple of years ago, is like a total different person, like I wouldnt even want to know her anymore. Shes just completely different. oh well. life i guess.

I miss a lot of people, in particular, emilie p,joey, chelsea, sean collins, russ, cory, marshe, andy, and pdex.

i cant wait to go back home.
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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2005|05:27 am]
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2005|05:53 pm]
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[mood |goodgood]
[music |Death Before Dishonor and Justice]

So I went and saw Agnostic front and Death Before Dishonor, last night in Munich germany, and it was awesome. Death Before Dishonor stole the show though, and were really awesome dudes too. AF either had really crap equipment or they were sick or something, because they sounded like crap, but whatever its cool, and it was awesome to finally see them live, they played a bunch of new stuff that I wasnt really diggin on but they played some really good songs too, crucify was awesome. But, yeah thats about all ive done lately.

I also went to amsterdam the other week too, that place is so shady. Everything bad in the world flocks to amsterdam. SO SHADY. It was still really awesome to go though. One more place marked off the list.

Hope everyone is doing good.

Take care
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2005|12:08 am]
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[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |agnostic front.]

Dude, Valentine's Day sucks a lot.

Switzerland doesn't though, and if you snowboard or partake in any winter type things then I suggest you go there to check it out.

Anyways here how the trip goes

Monday 9:00A.M- Leave for Switz. but not before I get a bottle of Jack Daniels to enjoy along the ride, little did I know that when I start drinking Jack Daniels, my judgment of how much I put in my cup varies a little bit, and when I say this I mean I was filling my cup halfway with JD and halfway with coke.

Monday 11:00A.M- Try to cross Swiss border whilst hanging out of the car salivating and about to puke on border guard, at this time Mr. Bottle of Jack Daniels was almost empty a good 7/8ths gone. I ended up not puking but I was able to succesfully piss all over Switzerland while we were stopped at the border. Got back into car and passed out.

Monday Night- Alright Day one was over and what to do in Switzerland at this time, how about Hooters. Hooters. Hooters sucks. but I went anyways and had a tall glass of FANTA it rocks.
Then I went to the CASINO and played roulette for a good 3 hours, and lost about 200 dollars then I hit 0 and made it all back and then some, thats when I decided to quit playing and I went back and went to sleep.

Tuesday 8:00A.M- Got up and Theo, John and I went and got ready and caught the bus to the train station that takes you up to the tops of different mountains, the one we rode the first day was call manlichen or something along those lines, and the gondola that takes you from the train station in manlichen to the top of manlichen is holds like 61 people, 61. it was ridiculous and if anyone has ever been to europe, people are wicked rude on the lifts (i.e, pushing,shoving,and squeezing right in front of you, we had to like shove people out of the way that were trying to get in front of us or else we would've been sitting there all day. well we finally made it up there and the first run of the day was pretty sweet, in switzerland they have slopes that run right down into the middle of town, like along the streets of the city, so we rode from the top of the mountian all the way down to the bottom of town, this took like 2 hours which was pretty awesome when you can snowboard for 2 hours with minimal stopping. We also found some sweet backcountry stuff, and there was like 4 feet of fresh unridden powder. It was gnarly. We only rode into town once, the other runs we just did for a little ways to the last gondola to the top.

Tuesday Night: Didnt do much Tuesday night because I was so sore I really wasnt in the mood to drink, plus I was still feeling the effects of Monday morning. So I slept for a while until John and Theo came back plastered. It was hilarious. Eventually, they settled down for a quiet night.

Wednesday Morning: Woke up and did all the same as Tuesday but this time we rode a different mountian and its name was something like klein schlidig or something like that. Holy shit this mountain was awesome, it was so much better than the previous day. The view from the slope was amazing and the snow was amazing. There were parts that like went through the forest in between trees and shit, it was so beautiful. It was a lot more fun too, it was so much steeper and faster than the day before. This slope also led into another town, where we took the train back up to the top, it was tight. I had so much fun that day, everyone I went with was quality people, and we were all cracking jokes the whole day, I wish I had everything we said on video so I could just put it on repeat. Anyways that was the last day we went on the mountain.

Wednesday night: Wednesday night was filled with drunken humor and snow bashing, which was my friends erin and allisons idea that running into hills of snow, unbeknown-est what is underneath the snow actually making it protrude from the ground, was fun. So we all went and jumped in the snow and pushed each other in the snow and had an awesome time, until Levi landed on a fucking log sticking out of the snow and it jabbed into my fucking thigh. IT HURT A LOT. now I have a fat bruise on my thigh and it still hurts. But regardless it was still fun and I was drunk so I didnt really care at the time.

Thursday morning: Woke up at like 8 and headed back to germany, hungover and having to work in 6 hours. It sucked, but oh well. Fun was had by all.
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the alps [Feb. 10th, 2005|10:36 pm]
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[music |interpol]

I just got back from an amazing snowboarding trip to Interlaken Switzerland, it was totally amazing, fresh snow, 4 ft of powder in the back country, it was amazing. Ill update more about it later. take care.
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2005|09:31 pm]
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